| sorry its been so long
not like anyone reads this anyway.
mmm so since last post the really shy guy from the football game is now my boyfriend. eeeeeee i <3 him so much.
colorguard is going good. lance (coach) said i could make section leader next year. we had a HUGE competition on saturday and we totally owned. KHS took 5th out of 24 guards...mhmm...were good. [if only we could do that well at the football games then maybe the school wouldnt hate us:( ]
so how is everybody doing, all maybe two of you how will ever read this...
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| so i like this boy eee...
and its kind of weird because me n mars just broke up on saturday =[
he gave me a mum n all for homecomming but idk if im gonna wear it or not
but so i like this boy
and hes really cute
and hes in band with me
yay
a cute band boy.
but i dont know what to do!!
ERRRRR!
then there is this other boy who ive liked for a long long time.
i saw him at the football game on friday and so i went over and talked to him
and he turned bright red! good sign? i think so
eeeek its so confusing :/
o well. i love you all and some comments would be nice because im feeling kind of sad and lonely.
i love you all so much.
<3 Jackie
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| I’m sorry of being so emotional
I’m sorry of being so possessive
I’m sorry that I cry for you
I’m sorry because I can’t live without you
I’m sorry for the tears you shed
I’m sorry for the damage I made
I’m sorry I’ve made you sick
Sorry I hurt you so deep
I’m sorry for giving you sleepless nights
I’m sorry for each and every fight
I’m sorry for your pain & agony
I’m sorry for the missing harmony
I’m sorry for my selfish love
I’m sorry for not caring enough
I’m sorry for my restlessness
I’m sorry for the losing grace
I’m sorry my friend I made you mad
I’m sorry darling you are so sad
Sorry for not giving you any happiness
Sorry because it’s my disgrace
I’m sorry for thinking of you so very much
I’m sorry I always miss your touch
I’m sorry of being so mad about you
I’m sorry for my every blue
I’m sorry of being so immature
I’m sorry now that can’t be cured
I’m sorry of being myself
I’m sorry that I’ve failed
I’m sorry and sorry again
I’m sorry of being insane
But believe me that I love you
Should I say sorry for that too?
Sourav Rcy |
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| im so sick of being lonely
when im never really alone
im sick of being tired
when ive slept the whole night
im sick of being sick
when i know im fine
amd im sick of seeing you with her
even tho i know you love her
and im sick of still being in love with you
when i know that we had our chance
and i fucked it up
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| going home tomorrow!
so vacation not so bad my mom bought me a bunch of stuff:
black and white vans
hair clips
3 hot topic t shirts
and a new jacket
sweetness yess i know
comments would really be lovely. here and here too.
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